Monday, November 27, 2006

Happily ever after

Grey haired, brown eyes … told me that we belong together. Popping back, one legged short … knows she belongs to you. Nothing can ever seem so right than being in those arms at night. Tuck me in as often as he can. Hold me tight as long as he could. All he wants is me and all I need is him. Don’t doubt it, don’t question it. I just believe it.

Open the door,
Open the gates,
Seal the forbidden place,
Lock it and lose the key,
Show him to the palace,
Where both heart lies,
Where happily ever after exists,
Right after the sunset,
Right after the loving kiss,
That’s where it lies,
That’s where we are.

Here’s for two years from now where our everlasting love would be immortalised in writing. No wonder you keep saying, “I love you two” instead of the normal too. Only to signify the two years we have to prepare for ever after? I can’t wait for it. Let me close my eyes more often to let time pass by faster how’s that?

Wednesday, November 15, 2006

Listening to the past; Living in the present

Events this year has just come piling up one by one. Turning 21 in a month’s time, and do I feel old, yes I do. I have to clear a bad name I do not even know about. The best thing is 99% of these people do not even know my full name. Please people if you do not know anything please do not say anything. I could careless about these people I have worst matters in my hand … My own flesh and blood is talking bad about me. God gave human the necessity to feel, see, smell and talk with all that he included a mind for you to think but in all these, we do not give fair judgement onto others. Just a question, do you judge others the way you wish to be judge upon as well? On words by mouth of others but the people, you wish to know about. Now, I have to clear messes I did not even start to begin with. This year alone I have to put up with a lot of this kind of situation. My enemies are my closest friends. The world is not fair at all. Think of it this way though. Although it is, a lot of shit to handle there should be a good that comes out of all these. Annoyance is the least of my issues but apparently is annoying to me right now. I do not understand why people judge you just because the way you look, talk or act. How you bring yourself to the world is how we are judge upon but being boastful or arrogant doesn’t mean you are a bad person just shows you think highly of yourself. If you can’t back it up then bow down and admit defeat. I am who I say I am. If I show myself to be a problematic child so be it, I am. Just too bad, you don’t know me well enough to know how much of a problem I can be. To disappear is not to run away from problems only just to get out of peoples’ words. Another summer day, has come and gone away, in Paris and Rome but I just wanna go home; if there is a home to go to.